kalypto

inspiration draws from the very fruit of our relationship.

"I know your face like a sailor does the open sea. Sailing the surface, looking into your eyes seeing the pearls in them urging me to dive in. That I might find something deeply hidden in the caves and crevices of your soul. Maybe I'll find a lost city, that held the structures of your past life. I'll dive deep and find your chest, and in it a heart of gold and some silver coins. Spring up to the surface making a ripple in the sea that makes a smile on your ocean face.. I'll love you like a sailor, forever lost at sea." - Donnel Barroso (http://readingisfree.blogspot.com/)

Calypso. the sea foam froths at the very whisper of her name. you sail the sea of her curves and currents, and against the tides she will bring the storm of the 7 seas. lost in her sea you find the north star contrary to the starry sky, but in the deepness of the pearls at the bottom. a nymph of the sea, you are held down by the anchors of her voice that are carried out through the gulls of the winds, and truth circumnavigates its way back into the hulls of your mind. the steady tides bring you far enough out that her faint cries are heard in the murmurs of the waves. but she keeps a weathered eye on the horizon knowing the tides will bring you back when the moon lies low.

come back to Me sailor, for when I look out over the greatness of our odyssey, white sails will fly beyond the oceans of the world.

waking up to this love note, the saltiness of my waters fall from my very soul.

addiction

lifes little distractions are fatal. however minute to however grand it may be, it'll cause a ripple effect on a once smooth surface. breaking through, only to sink to the bottom...
i sit there denying the truth of the matter, but he's getting in my head like sweet murmurations in my ear. i try to swat it away like an annoying little fly like ,"shoo fly don't bother me," but attraction comes frequent. because im as sweet as it gets. and that sweet tooth of his is aching. though the bitter taste runs smooth in my blood i fall under, bound to the deep locker at the bottom of davy jones.
spell bound, he caught me in a trance only to be broken by the little angel on my shoulder. the devil got the best of me and the heat that burned me once only warmed me on the surface this time. my conscience saved my life.
2 wrongs don't make a right. nor does a third, or a fourth or a fifth. reacurring abnormalities of relationships never did sail smooth, but the steadyness of two heartbeats proves the weak wrong.
i lay my hand to his chest, and it beats faster...pumped with the mechanic of unexperienced hands...

i lay my head placid to your chest, and it coincides with mine. i feel your old soul, i feel your heart aches...it's pefection at its finest. i rise with your every breath, and i fall to your every exhale. i can't think of another, other than what's laying under my nose. all this time, contentment was lacking, but to please is not a virtue that falls on your hands. ill get my hands dirty with my inner devils, becasue a girl can fight. i'll fight for this. and ill come out victorious.

day in & day out

heavily armed with the weapon of our choice, cameras are hung loose around our necks like nooses.
"to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die."
all in a days work with my partner in crime.

2 star-crossed lovers

a myth is a myth. but what lies deep beneath it all, stems the truth of the first seed planted. it always begins with actuality, then with it is sprinkled with a little fairy dust of imagination and lies.

I read,"humans originally had four arms, four legs, and a single head made of two faces, but zeus feared their power and split them all in half, condemning them to spend their lives searching for the other half to complete them. love is simply the name for the desire and pursuit of the whole."

the word soul mates echo in the hollows of my mind. and I succumb to the thought that we were made in pairs, you and I. I was put on this earth for a single purpose. and that was to find you. and when our severed bonds meet at last, the unity will bring heavens to their knees.

ignorant before the heavens of my life. I boast most humbly.

is it too far off of a cry out to the gods to call you my soul mate? let them shower me with plagues for uttering my hearts only desire.

this feeling i have sitting at the pit of my stomache is making me feel uneasy about it all. like i'm stuck on pause, not knowing when to press play. but, do i even want to see how things will carry it out? you tell me. i'll listen. it's as if it's all fallin out, but as long as the wrong feels right i'm still in. tag team me into this fight, i swear i'll take you down. cuz you know that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano. i'm unsure how to tell you how it really is, but i can show you how it feels like. i'm good at that. we’ll be spittin' back bullshits until we laugh. we can thumb wrestle it out, and i'll let you win. kick me to the curb and i'll walkout, but don't come chasin' like you always do. stay true to those words you bark. cuz you know my bark is bigger than your bite. we love to play tug of war with our emotions. but that's just how it is. two negatives put together, but at the end that makes a positive right? who am i to say…im no mathematician.
- Circa '10

no lessons learned when buttons are pushed with eyes closed and bitter tongues.
this time 'round forgiveness may cease to exist when that's all that's needed for this war to end.

"Oh you're in my blood like holy wine.
You taste so bitter and so sweet.
Oh I could drink a case of you, darling.
Still I'd be on my feet, oh I would still be on my feet."

a whole new year, a whole new person...
step aside

if you dont want my peaches dont shake my tree